rorilynblackraven:

taylorslittleblondie:

That I have cared about through my life, there aren’t that many left that care for me just as much. There’s my family, but half the time, I don’t know what they think of me cause it feels like we’re in more than one family a lot of the time. No, we’re not the perfect family, but we do love each…

Alyssa, I really wish that I was there to hold you right now. This post made me shed a couple of tears (which you know I never cry). I dont want you feeling fucked up. EVER. I want you to be happy and never feel bad again. 
I want to hold you close to me, to feel our hearts connecting. I love you Alyssa. <3 

Taylor, you have no idea how much I want you here to hold me. (Btw, I got to tell Michael and Jake that you’re coming out here cause Anthony already knows, and they’re excited for me. WINNNN!!!! See, told you my little brother would end up happy about it.) I wanna cuddle with you and never let you go.

That I have cared about through my life, there aren’t that many left that care for me just as much. There’s my family, but half the time, I don’t know what they think of me cause it feels like we’re in more than one family a lot of the time. No, we’re not the perfect family, but we do love each other. We show it, although it may be hard at times, we have somehow managed to stick together throughout everything that I personally have put them through. Honestly right now, I don’t even know why I’m feeling like this..Nevermind about that..I do. My birth mom said that she wanted the chance to be a mother, and I have no fucking idea why I even care. I’m just a big mess inside right now..I feel all fucked up. 

Not only that, but also right now, there’s only two things keeping me from completely breaking down right now: My brothers, and My amazing girlfriend: Taylor Renee Smith <3. My brothers keep me sane and remind me not to let my thoughts wander cause if I do, I’ll end up feeling like I do right now. Taylor, well, she does a lot for me. I fucking love her. She does the one thing that I love most of all. She loves me just as much as I love her. And this July, I can’t wait to hold her at night, keeping me calm, not letting my thoughts take over my head and making me feel all fucked up and about to break down. 

rorilynblackraven:

I love my girl with all my heart, the one I hold so gently because it is such a fragile little thing. 

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rorilynblackraven:

How I woke up this morning. GODDESS I LOVE MY HAIR :D (i just realized how girly I have been sounding lately. eep)

PS my dog is snoring loudly.

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!

p0sterchild:

#SWAG

(Source: raisedbymoose)